Dear Divine Ma,
What Do You Want Me to Learn Today?
You are everything to me. Sitting on the spot under the old pepper tree at St. Francis Circle of the Encinitas Hermitage, I wish to feel your presence. It’s not always easy to feel you. Yet I believe that you are always looking out after your disciples. I wish that I could feel you more. The Light I do perceive, and the voice of conscience, or inner intuition, I do hear. But to get something that has your distinct ‘flavor’ to it seems harder for me. I can feel your dear direct disciple Swamiji in many places. But then I lived very nearby to him for at least 8 years, and not too far away for most of 30 years. I especially feel him in his meditation room at the Crystal Hermitage, and at his home when he was King Henry in Caen, Normandy France. And I do feel you, Master, at your crypt at Forest Lawn, and in your two bedrooms in Encinitas and Mt. Washington. So, I won’t say I can’t feel you, but oh, I would so much wish to feel you and your presence in so many more parts and places of my life. I guess that Swamiji is my conduit for feeling what your presence, your vibration, is like. And that is as it should be. I will be content with what I have, and enjoy whenever I am able to perceive Your Light.