Dear Divine Ma,
What Do You Want Me to Learn Today?
You came to me again today. I couldn’t “see” you, but I felt Your presence, your beingness, so clearly. The only words that came to me as you hovered over my upturned face was “the formless Christ.” It seemed like a blessing from St Teresa as I thought that phrase over & over. You were there. Doesn’t seem to matter what term about You I use on any particular day. It’s always You. I felt so energized, filled with your radiance and internally renewed with life and vitality. My body is still tingling from the experience. And yes, the sound of waves rushing back across the pebbles returning to the sea is there too, as it’s been much of today’s sadhana.
Truth be known, the same sound has followed me in and out much of this past week. I didn’t immediately identify it the first day I heard it. At first, I wondered if I needed to get my hearing checked. Only over a few days of hearing it did I remember that this was the sound of the throat chakra. I’d been searching for these sounds of the various chakras, or Aum itself, for decades. Since Shanti’s class on the Second Kriya, I can finally start to identify them!