Dear Divine Ma,
What Do You Want Me to Learn Today?
Today was different in sadhana with You, Divine Mother. I decided, or felt drawn to use, the techniques You have taught me in a completely different order than I can ever remember doing. After watching my old friend at the Expanding Light once again wasting his opportunity at sadhana by sleeping the entire hour away, I realized I needed to begin my own meditation with enough dynamic energy that this could never happen to me. So, I decided to experiment by starting with 3rd kriya. Then 4th kriya—about 10 minutes total. Then 2nd kriya—just one and ½ rounds. Then, 5 minutes of hong sau in the spine. By then, I was completely conscious, truly “awake and ready!” My first kriyas after that were extremely dynamic, and yet I ended up much more still mentally than usual during the final five minutes. Seemed like that is how sadhana was always meant to be!