Dear Divine Ma,
What Do You Want Me to Learn Today?
“It’s your turn to lead group sadhana the next three sessions. How do you feel about that?”
Well, as You well know, I don’t love long public sadhanas. I get both sleepy and restless. I would love it if You were always present with me, but You are illusive and hard to keep in view even once You make an appearance. It’s hard to keep you in my consciousness. It’s one of the hardest things I accomplish—to get You even to show up! But it’s always for such a short period. Five minutes is the very most that I can maintain that level of energy and focus. I would love to hold You longer, but alas, you seem to be a slippery catch. Help me to keep myself united with Thee!