Dear Divine Ma,
What Do You Want Me to Learn Today?
“It’s about stick-to-itiveness. You have been lackluster in your sadhana the past weeks. You have failed to keep yourself going while you were away from Ananda centers. Doesn’t that bother you? It seems a bit like you meditate only when others are in the room. For whom is it you are meditating, anyway? Do you feel you are connecting with God, or only so that other people see you meditating? It’s strange that you never try to meditate when it’s just you and God alone together. Are you doing it just for show? I don’t believe that is your motivation, yet your actions could easily be interpreted that way. Try to get back in the habit even when it’s just the two of you, won’t you? Why miss out on all those wonderful opportunities to be with the Source of all your greatest joys. He is the only one that gives you true ecstasy. Wouldn’t you like His continuous transforming influence on your life? Go for it!”