What do You want me to learn today?

“It’s a pretty plush life you have compared to so many. Look at Nandadevi, Lahari, Michael, Jairam—so many deal with so much more tapasya than you do. Sure, you have a bad heart but nothing outwards that holds you back as much as all these people have. I know you complain mentally that finding God is so hard. You have so much opportunity—every day you have a chance to prove to yourself that it’s possible. And yet unless you put out the level of energy required, that day may never come.”